Saddest bunch of 20-somethings that I've ever seen!

Jen gets EMO'ED!!!!!!!!!!This doesn't happen often, does it? But I'll be honest about what's going on because I don't like broadcasting this type of shit in person, but on the internet it's such a great idea!!!!!! (joking).

It's been 2 months, 2 break ups and I'm not a happy camper about it.

Not that I wasen't anticipating this, but... ok, maybe I wasen't.

Last week, at the Feast of Beardo, I was icing a cake very drunkenly with 2 very talented and creative gals, and one said,

Happiness isn't good for our art. But I guess, it's good...for,like, you.

And we all laughed. It was candid, and it was true.

Nearly a week and breakup #2 later, Friday night I said to my lovely south end affiliates (brent jer jonnyb, chris is a former member): Fuck this, I'm not going to sleep for 3 days and write songs- passing out doesn't count. I'll let you know what happens.

3 days of with a meagre 7 hours sleep, and 3 songs later, I realize how creatively productive break ups can be.Yesterday, Dave stopped over with my daily chocolate dose. I was surrounded by cds and perched in my fort of keyboard and kstation, L Shape. It was 4:30 and I hadn't eaten or gotten dressed. But I did have 2 more songs.
I went for coffee with the B-rent. We had a great time swapping shitty stories, ending each one with a shrug and a It happens! and laughter.

I would like to thank all my darling friends who have put up with sullen Jen for the past few days-especially at Melissa's bday Saturday night. It may have not seemed like it, but I did have a really good time. Beardo and Dave rock opera=best thing ever. A great Spincylce performance at One World was dope as well. I like being complimented on my style too. To everyone at Hell's Kitchen who put up with drunken raving lunatic Jen- all the hugs, threats of fake violence and rumours I should start truly warmed the cockles of my heart. Heather, I'm glad to have you faciliate my sex game plan, even though I told you that I'm never dating in Halifax again. I'm happy that I have such lover-ly people around me, several -including but certainly not limited to MY MOM.

But that's really besides the point, now isn't it?

The day Andrew is finished exams we will go into intensive pre-recording/recording session. I am beyond stoked.